may God bless the broken road, that leads me back to you

i haven't written here for 16 days. reason being, i wanted to give up on us, wanted to give up on everything we had. but today i realised, after talking to you on the phone... i understand where u are coming from, i know that you havent stopped loving me, although your words may sound like you have moved on, i know you just dont want to go back to the things you felt couldn't be solved. but hey you know what? ive been reading and i read that there is no problem that cant be solved between 2 ppl. thus i will let time and maturity solve these for us, with prayer and petition everyday.. we will get through this and emerge stronger. i also realised, there's much more to experience as a young girl, and you are right that relationships may not take priority now. but i will wait here patiently, even though it is not to my advantage, i can honestly say deep within, that i'd rather be single and not married for the rest of my life, if i cant be with you one day. thats how deep my love is, and thats how i can prove that you can place ur trust in me.

i write this blog because i care, because i dont want you to be missing out on the time of my life when u arent around. you may think im stupid, i may be hurting myself, but i guess.. love knows no boundaries, love knows no limits, love is.. everlasting... just that i will be missing out on urs... hopefully not for long.

today, i went out with my friends for lunch at princep street, wanton mee. and i drank suan mei sui. they celebrated my advance bdae, tog with my other friend, as we never know when we can meet again. lol. we went to play at minds cafe there after.. for 4 hrs, and went to eat at some steak place near SMU. had a fun day, i really appreciate my friends for being who they are, helping me get along with my life...

just smth that happened. may not be v detailed cos im also tired. and never know whether u will ever read this.

u always have that place in my heart.

may God bless the broken road... that leads me back to you someday.

i have faith, hope you do too.